Day Eight

Lockdown Vampires

Day Eight

I thought Sophie would change my password. I'm glad she didn't. I know she told you what happened to me. What I did. What I've become. I'm better off than some, that's for sure. I guess I'm putting a brave face on it. When you're life is no longer your own, what the fuck are you supposed to do? When someone, something owns you. Has ultimate power over you. Shit! When I think about it, I realise just how fucking scared I am. That's the real fucking truth!

I'm sinking. Sinking real fucking low. Real fucking fast. It doesn't matter that I'm safe. But am I? I dunno. How safe are you when you're living in a spider's web and you're not the fucking spider?

You know, watching the Sister's feeding on that blood slave left a fucking stain on my mind. It don't fucking matter how horny that guy was (and he was tungsten-steel hard, you know), he was still having his fucking life sucked out of him. And I watched. God help me, I watched. I didn't say a thing. Part of me was envious, you know. That woman licking his johnson like a fucking lollipop. Taking her time. Tongue stroking up and down, ever ... so ... fucking ... slowly. Shit! I left them to it. What could I have done anyway? Told them to stop? Asked them to respect his boundaries? Set up a fucking safe space?

Have you seen how fast they are? Did you see them on the telly? They were fast. I mean real blur-of-light fucking fast! Come and gone before you've taken a breath.

Shit, I just stood there, getting stoned to fuck. Did what I was told and then surrended to them. So much for a rebel. So much for standing up to them. I didn't last a fucking minute.

I got to pack up and go. I'll take my laptop with me, but I know Sophie will post on here now. She texted me and told me she enjoyed writing up what happened to me. I don't know how much she'll share though. Up until now the Sister's have been pretty fucking secret. Not so secret that they can't be found, when you look. Whispered rumours go a long way. Secret meeting places - like The Red Lady - that lead into real den's of iniquity, just like The Countess.


I don't know how much of my mind is me and how much is Kyla. Pretty name, but there's a fucking darkness in her, I tell you. And it's not the kind of darkness that just fades away when the sun comes up. It's deep and permanent and touches you to the core. When I was there, on my knees, head beneath her skirt, mouth against her pussy, tongue lapping like an obedient puppy, I felt it. And fuck was it cold and brutal. Sophie didn't tell you that bit, did she? Callous and calculating. There was no fucking sympathy, no empathy, nothing that connected her to me beyond my compliance, my acceptance, my submission.

I was forced to masturbate for her. Everyone was watching me. Fuck knows why I got so hard. Maybe that was part of her spell. Maybe, deep down, she's shown me something about myself I didn't even know. I dunno. Maybe it was the drugs, that blood slave getting a blowjob, I dunno. Whatever it was, I felt like a fucking porn star, performing for them. Sophie will probably tell you what happened, knowing her. At least, I got a feeling she will.

Kyla's pet made me stop before I got too close. They were fucking testing me weren't they. Testing my endurance. Seeing if I can last. But you know what, I thought she was gonna fucking bite me. Do what they were doing to that blood slave. Shit, man, their fangs are like fucking icebergs; crystal white, beautiful to look at. Mesmering like a hypnotist's pendulum. But they're rooted deep, you know. It's like something's hidden beneath the surface. They take you down into those icy depths, depths where the clear water turns black. Where all hope dissolves into that glossy abyss of eternal night.

I shouldn't have said all this, but I'm going to leave it. Kyla will see it, I know that. Maybe I'm signing my death sentence. Maybe she'll give me some answers. Tell me my fears aren't justified, that the Sister's have come as sympathetic saviours and not as the daughters of death.

Good luck.





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